Triplek is back..engingeng..
Hallo all..sori2 daku sempet absen..pada kangen ya..kan biasanya g tulisnya panjang, makanya gpp donk kl absen..hehehe..anyway respon ke ebi dulu ni, aduh bi,daku mengerti perasaan dikau..hikhikhik..I felt the pain before..mang co kayak gitu..tp ternyata g br sadar, sometimes I did dat to him also, tp since co tuh gk kayak kita yg lgs bt and curhat2 ke yg lain, kita suka gk tau kl co jua kita bt in...ya jdnya sabar aj ya..cobalah untuk mengerti..lama2 kl dah kebal jua cuek aj..mendingan kau curhat ke kita kayak skr aj and kita yg isa bikin lu gk bt...iya gk girls??..hehe(semua pasti ngangguk and setuju ama g..^__~)
Trus seperti janji ku yg soal V-day (walau dah basi..sori2..>_<)
Pas V-day ya g si mang masih ada kerja and hw and bsknya ada midterm, so masih belajar pula..cuman thye day before tuh g kanciong bgt soalnya baru mau beli kado...ya basically g br selesai beli all kado pas hari V nya si..heheh..trus ya g akhirnya kasi buku yg judulnya " Dream Giver" in buku bgs bgt buat co soalnya tentang how u suppose to pursue ur dream , trus kasi balon lhappy V-day, kasi beef jerkey (makanan fav die), kasi yg buat lengan kemeja some kind of kancing. Trus kado dr die special bgt and g suka bgt, ide bikinin buat g satu cd rekaman lagu yg die mainin pake piano die….keren bgt deh ada 12 lagu2 fav g dr classic ampe pop. G ampe sankin terharunya pas g denger jd mau nangis..hikhikhik..
Ya abis itu kita makan sushi di tempat fav kita “Suchi Land” di downtown..trus malemnya lgs ke library and lanjut belajar deh ampe jem 3 pagi..
Lumayan capek si, cuman hilang dengan dengerin lg dr army..wakaka..norak amat deh g..
Wah si ebi mang mang dah keliatan si rajin nya and bakatnya bikin2 coklat segala..bukan g bgt si kl bikin2 kayak gitu..trus kl kebo..cieh..beneran nib o lu gandeng co lu duluan..wah..can not wait to see u guys dating..wakaka..si jane..lu dah sering lewatin v-day si ya ama die, trus lu org sibuk cr duit jua buat persiapan married ya?wakaak…
Nah skr kl ngomongin soal hidup daku disni..hmm.first of all the good news first…
G dah masuk Department of Industrial Engineering loh..seneng bgt deh, at least from now on g dah hrs ampe stress ama nilai g lg soalnya ya paling asal gk rendah2 amat lah..kl isa mau tetep 3.0 keatas si..cuman I don’t think dat I reach 3.5 si di UW..dam hard deh di UW..tp nothing is impossible through God rite? Ya so g coba dulu deh..targetnya si maunya isa 3.7..but we’ll see…isa gk..moga2 isa si ya..amin deh..
Selain tetep sibuk and masih struggling with CEE (material science class) and CSE(comp programming class) tp overall g masih hidup lah..
Tapi quarter ini g banyak belajar si…g banyak ubah cara g belajar, trus g banyak berubah secara sikap jua..well actually br kemaren ini g dinasehatin ama army panjang lebar..
Well mungkin isa dibilang br kali ini kita ber2 bener2 talk as an adult and talking about life’s principal and morals. Ya initinya g banyak Tanya si ama die about a lot of things about mu obstacles. Ya one thing for sure, I realize kl g tuh sebenernya masih blon isa dibilang adult and mature setelah 2 taon di amrik soalnya g masih blon isa step out side of my comfort zone..
One of the examples tuh ya the reason napa kita dulu temenan udah stick ama VJYES mulu and jdnya selalu ber5 mulu. Ternyata itu gara2 kita dah ngerasa comfort and VJYES tuh kita punya comfort zone. Dats why pas kita di uni and dah pada mencar2 and sendiri2, kita kesusahan bgt mau cari temen and susah percaya temen lain gitu..It seems to be kl org lain tuh susah ngertiin kita..
Ya g jujurnya sampe skr masih blon ngerasa dapet pengganti temen2 VJYES di amrik, soalnya no matter how close tp tetep not as close as we are as VJYES.
Trus g jua tipe yg suka menghindar dr masalah and gk berani untuk terima tantangan..
KArna comfort zone g itu kl g isa control everything and I don’t need to do hard work..
So kl misalnya g disuruh coba ikut team basket, g pasti lgs gk mau kl ngebayangin latian nya segimana beratnya and komitmen hrs latian and gk isa bolos..
Tapi ya memang salah si, so I’m trying to fix dat part now…trus g jua dulu mikir napa g hrs berubah (misalnya jd lebih sabar) or napa g jua gk boleh selalu speak what I have in my mind…tp ya ternyata itu memang pasrt of stepping out from our comfort zone itu..ya it’s so hard si for me, since g org nya keras jua..tp ya I realize kl I need to do dat or else I won’t be able to grow and just stuck in the same area.
Ya memang si semenjak masuk UW tuh g have change a lot karna lingkungan. Soalnya jd gk ada temen, hrs professional, dah gk isa males at all, hrs selalu serius and saingan mulu..capek bgt si jujur nya..since dr dulu g cumin tau enak doank…isa dibilang br kl ini g kerja keras in everything but at the same time I also need to learn how to enjoy all dat….
Kl mau enjoy ntn movies si gampang bgt, mang dah dr naturenya g enjoy bgt ntn movies…tp kl suruh enjoy tiap ari belajar and kerja..really hard si..tp ya mang gk isa kl cumin anggap kehidupan kita cumin rutinitas, soalnya makin lama kayaknya hidup kurang berarti and gk berwarna..ya gmn caranya we need to change the black and white to colorful. G berharap I can find the way before I go back to indo si..so g isa tunjukin jua ke ortu how much I have change and being an adult..since this year I’m going to be 21 years old (also means dat I can buy alcohols..heheh and enter clubs.hehhe)
Ya I believe kl kita isa handle small obstacles, God can give us bigger obstacles which also means a bigger bless.
Trus si army taon ini dah lulus dr uni, die summer ini bakal graduation ceremony, tp masih ambil kelas si ampe winter and abis itu die br officially graduate..ya tp ortunya dating summer ini jua buat graduation cecenya yg di Chicago…
Gila jua ya cepet bgt rasanya blon apa2 dah pada mau graduate uni, g rasa next year is my turn….aduh mami..abis itu kerja pula..jiper jua..tp g mau ambil master ni kayaknya..doain aj deh..amin…tp kl gk ya gpp jua si, g lgs kerja…
Eh kayaknya g kepanjangan gk ya ini?heheh..well…as usuall..mang g plg panjang..eh btw, si bihen mana ya? Aduh itu anak ke mana pula?...ya ud deh g mau tdr dulu..bye all..GBU
Take care…always love u all
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