Triplek is back with her explaination..wakakaka
hallo semua...SORI bgt udah buat semuanya penasaran and menunggu....well, now g mang udah balik ama army because some of the reasons dat i have considered before
First, g kan cerita2 ke istrinya pastur g jua (ci ancella ---> psikolog), trus ya die remind g jua kl kan yg salah bukan cuman army..g jua pasti ada salah..ya memang si army salah besar udah tinggalin g jua...cuman ya kan nobody perfect..I believe si memang si army mungkin sekarang masih kurang mature or anything but despite all the thing ya die jua memang cuman manusia jua lah..trus ya as I think about it jua, memang g jujurnya jua berasa salah jua..mungkin ya g memang buat die marah bgt ampe die berani tinggalin g...trus die jua akhirnya udah ngomong ama g and udah minta maaf and stuff...and kayaknya die tinggalin g karna die pikir g nantangain die lah..kayaknya selama ini he felt dat kayaknya g lebih dr die and since he has the man ego, so ya dienya jd sakit hati lah..kayaknya g jua karna orgnya straight forward ngomongnya, so dienya makin sakit hati...cuman ya jujurnya g sendiri awalnya takut or trauma jua di tinggal gitu, cuman ya I believe dat I am strong enough lah..anggap itu pelajaran aj so I can be more independent aja..
Trus si army jua akhirnya cerita kl die tuh sendirian bgt pas g gak ada and g gk ngomong ama die at all for almost like 2 weeks gitu...ya die ampe isa bilang kl die prefer g marah2 ama die dr pada gk ngomong ama die at all since die udah gk ada temen sama sekali to turn to...
After army talk to and all dat, I pray to God semoga isa dikasi jalannya gmn..trus ya g pikir for now, the best ya kl g balik ama die dulu..g pikir since g jua ada salah, ya g harusnya jua isa kasi kesempatan kedua lah...tapi g memang bilang ke die kl g mau balik dr awal lagi..g pikir soalnya fondasi kita kurang kuat lah..I think masing2 dr kita tuh blon grow in God so makanya relationshipnya tuh blon isa yg bener2 holy lah, makanya maisihh isa berantem2...
Ya g jua bilang ke die kl rite now g pengen isa lebih aktif lagi di gereja and melayani Tuhan..
G cerita lah kl g udah pernah rasain jamahan Tuhana n I have decided kl g tuh really want to have a close relationship with God. And g minta die untuk have the relationship to God first..ya pokokenya seek God first lah and the rest will be added kan?..so I really believe dat it is true...
dat is why, g mulai sibuk bgt ikut2 kegiatan di gereja.
Rite now g lagi di train jd caregroup leader, trus g ikut dance ministry and music ministry. g udah ada band musik gereja namanya B4O (blessing for others) and dance team jua yg bakal perform pas opening ceremony of seattle Mini olympic. Trus buat caregroup ya g jua udah mulai mimpin2 caregroup lah, trus g jua ikut jd marketing team MO (mini olympic) yg buat cari2 sponsorship, trus g jua jd leadernya MO supporter contest buat GRCC yg buat bikin acara dr GRCC...makanya ni sibuk bgt
G ama army isa dibilang memang hubungannya lebih renggang si walau udah balik jua..which is what I want and I still feel dat my decision is rite..trus g aktif semua kerjaan di gereja and sekolah g jua..ya kl soal kelas2 g ya skr udah mulai2 sering buat2 kayak skripsi singkat gitu..well gk singkay jua si, isa sampe 30 halaman and presentasi pula..cuman ya since udah senior year and next year mau lulus ya maklum lah..makanya g bener2 dr senen ampe senen gk berhenti, even weekend g jua full. Nih jadwal lengkap g:
Senen : sekolah (10-3.30), caregroup leader meeting (6-9pm)
Selasa : sekolah (10-3.30), study group (4-7), marketing meeting (7-9)
Rabu : sekolah (10-3.30), dance practice (6-9)
Kamis : sekolah (10-3.30), prayer meeting (6-10)
Jumat : IIE meeting (1-3), MO supporter contest meeting (3-5), caregroup (6-10)
Sabtu : dance (10-1), MO supporter contest (2-5)
Minggu : gereja (11-3), MO supporter contest (4-7)
Nah begitu lah kehidupan g..itu pun g blon masukin kayak kerja hw and exam and belajar..
so g skr tiap ada kosong satu jem aj lgs blj, makan sambil belajar lah..sampe tidur g berkurang bgt si and capek...cuman ya gpp lah, I do it for God...
Makanya g isa dibilang jd workoholic, tp ya gpp si...makanya udah gk pikirin sakit hati or apa pun..
Ketemu army jua jd lebih sering kl ada acara gereja or meeting...ya gitu deh g skr..tenggelam dalam kesibukan g..but it's ok si..g bener2 draw closer to God..ya g jua liat si army jua makin aktif jua..and die ikut2 bible study 2, ikutan music ministry jua and etc..
ya intinya g pengen punya relationship yg bener2 di bless ama Tuhan and become a living example and testimony of God's love...G jua mau prepare my self kl g ntar udah pulang ke indo for good, supaya ntar g isa bring impact to others..I have a vision si kl ntar g udah ke indo for good, I want to start a caregroup and I really hope kl iman g gk jatuh, soalnya di indo lebih banyak tantangan dr di sini si...trus ya g mau punya sekolah sendiri buat org2 yg miskin gitu, so they can study and can eventually change our country gitu si..heheeh....
Ya kayaknya gitu aj deh...thank u ya guys for all the support and everything..Really hope dat I can go back to indo this summer but also hope can get internship..so let's see what is the best dat will happen..hehehe..byebye all..thanks udah sabar ama g and udah tetep setia..arigato..GBU all..love and hug..trip-lek..
ps: btw, g rencana mau beli mobil (bokap suruh beli), mungkin mau beli honda accord 2 pintu warna merah yg dalemnya leather item semua..hehehe..keren gk si...wakkaka..tp gk tau lah..we'll see...doain ya for my new car...arigato all
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