Triplek Update
Hi all my dearest friends..Sori ud lama gk update blog.
Well...lots of things had happen. Gk tau mau mulai dr mana..maybe I'll just save everything until we meet again ya..hehe..
Right now, I'm doing fine..I'm working my way through life. Ya yg pasti gw tambah dewasa..moga2 tambah wise and deket ama Tuhan.
Jujurnya, I've changed. MOga2 changed for the better ya..ehehheh...gw skr rada melo2....somehow maybe ud tambah tua ya jdnya gk isa sehebih dulu..or maybe blon ad event apa2 yg isa bikin gw heboh..hehe...
Ya soalnya skr ini temen2 gw semua pada bilang gw rada jd pendiem..wow...seumur sekali br denger tuh gw dibilangin jd pendiem..
Emang ad pengaruh dr putus si..kyknya somehow jd rada males ngobrol...or mungkin gk ktm temen2 yg cocok bgt and isa bangkitin bawel gw...
Trus kyknya gara2 diem2 gitu, org jd pikir gw itu jutek..soalnya most of the times, org pada jokes around gw nya cuman senyum and ngangguk2..hehee..
Abisnya somehow gw ngerasa gk perlu ketawa and juga sering bengong gk merhatiin
Cuman kl di caregroup or church gw gk melo bgt kok..soalnya ya gw gk mau show aj di depan si army
But on my work and ama temen2 lain gw emang rada diem...mungkin gara2 baru putus kl ya
Tapi gw beneran gpp kok..I'm stronger..rada aneh rasanya jd jomblo secara di amrik selama ini gk pernah jomblo..
Kalo ditanya apa gw masi sedih..ya ud pasti lah..everytime yg gw pikirin cuman memories lama..
One thing that I've regret is that I didn't give the best of me..but emang kyknya kita gk cocok aj..no matter salah sapa..kl emang gk cocok juga gk isa maksa...
Trus temen2 gw yg di kantor lg pada rese and suka jodohin gw..sebelnya..
Gw lg gk mau dl deh mulai relationship...I'm still hurt and masi belajar to trust love once again
One thing yg I've learned is that gw blon capable in loving others..I still need to learn about God's love first..
Btw, gw lg denger lagu judulnya "what hurt the most" by rascal flatts...jd mau nangis..hehehe
Gw always tell my self lately that it is better die knowing love then not knowing at all..
Skr gw sering bgt ngebayangin my future boyfriend bkl kyk gmn..trus bt nya ni ya..makin sering gw ngemikirin yg kepikiran masi army..no matter how many guys yg gw coba consider for my future boyfriend, gw anehnya masi mikirnya kl army is better...sampah bgt si ya gw..
How pathetic...padahal gw gt loh..isa2nya jd weak kyk gini
Somewhat I kinda understand sakit hatinya papi charles dl..hehehe
Tapi gw gk kyk si papi charles lah..bantuin cari cowok donk..hehehe
Gw kok jd sounds like despo ya? OMG deh
Ya pokoke gw skr jalanin hiudp ya gitu2 aj everyday..same old same old
Hopefully I could just fill my self with God..focus my self to God alone
Miss u guys a lot..wah ne lu juga ud mau married ya? taon depan gw pasti plg bulan june buat married marisa and heru
Trus July ini eve married lagi...OMG gw jealous bgt deh..si Katherine kelas kita jg ud married...mora jg bentar lagi...OMG deh..kyknya kebo and ebi married duluan deh dr pada gw, hehehe..
ya gpp lah enjoy jomblo gw..eventhough gw gk tau gmn mau cara enjoynya ya gk ad lu org..ehhhe
Ya ud dulu deh ya friends...hope 2 hear back from u guys..hugs n kisses
yeni
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