Praise the Lord...triplek
Halo all....wah dah lama pada gk ngblog lagi ni..sorry..gome....anyway, g skr udah selesai winter quarter and bsk udah mau masuk spring quarter lagi..nilai g si ya sesuai dengan prediksi, yg kelas java g failed, tp halleluya yg material science malah pass with 2.4 (not bad lah for me)...Tapi thank God bgt kelas yg lain masih isa dapet 4.0 and 3.6 (happy bgt deh)...ya g sempet depresi bgt pas g tau kl g failed..ampe g mengurung diri di kamar..
Tapi I have a breakthrough in God just last week pas lg holiday seminggu abis finals...
ya cerita tuh kan g ama army belakangan sering bgt berantem and kita ber2 udah mikirin mau putus aj...trus ditambah g jua tambah depresi lg gaar2 kelas g yg fail..tp g pas hr kamisnya kan g menggurung diri di kamar pas g dapet nilai g yg failed, tp pas jumatnya g diajak ke retreat gereja...
G bener2 thank God, ternyata die sayang bgt ama g and some how g pegi ke retreat, padahal selama ini udah ditawarin bolak balik gk mau2...
Trus waktu di retreat, karna waktu itu g bener2 desperate and want to seek God bgt, akhirnya finally g dapet breakthrough..Amin...
Ya g tuh waktu worshiping isa sampe pingsan bentar and jatuh...pas td aj pas g minta didoain buat yg cleansing all my sins aj g sampe jatoh jua..gila deh, my first time dat I experienced such things..br pertama kl g bener2 feel the presence of God..
Trus ya g jua tanya ama istri pastor g namanya ci ancella (majornya die psikolog loh, udah jd ibu 2 anak) masalah soal g ama army..
Ternyata g br menyadari kl selama ini tuh g gak sayang ama diri sendiri..g selama di amrik selalu living my life under people expectations..sampe2 tuh g gk isa jadi diri sendiri and I hate my self..trus jua g ternyata terlalu mendominan and gk respect si army..kayaknya gara2 nyk g deh..ya lu org tau lah, nyk g kan lebih dominan dr bokap..so secara gk sadar g jua copying the bad attitudes...trus kl about my anger ya semua nya berakar karna g gk seek God first above all...G selalu ngandelin kekuatan g sendiri tanpa peduli gitu ama God although g dah tiap minggu ke gereja, tp ya tetep aj g gk bener2 seek God..
Trus ternyata g org nya gk isa sendirian gitu gk ada temen, makanya malah kadang2 g sering pelarian ke temen2..sedangkan I believe rite now kenapa g ampe isa dapet these kinds of obstacles tuh gara2 God want me to seek Him first. And g belajar kl sebenernya g cuman perlu God alone and dats will be more than enough..
G pokoke only in one week, I have experienced a lot of things si...g skr bener mau berusaha utk live my life for God alone...
Ya kayaknya gitu si kira2 keadaaan g skr..cuman ya one thing for sure, I can say dat I have grown in Jesus more sih..I also hope dat I also have grown more mature in everything..ya pray for me ya girls..hehehehe..
anyway, kayaknya bentar lg dah ada yg mau ultah ni..hehehehe..ya I hope the person have already get her solution for her problem yg I know couple weeks ago...
trus buat jane...bilang ke yayang mu ya, kl g bakal beliin senternya..tenang saja kok..hehe.and btw, kl isa bayar g pake rupiah aj ya soalnya biar duitnya isa buat g shopping..wakakakaka...
and buat kebo...beneran nih bo, ternyata g takdirnya selalu cocok ama anak2 art..hehe..trus g today br balik dr acara namanya Sakura Con..ini acara tentang anime gitu..dirayain once a year and banyak bgt org2 yg dateng yg pake kostum karakter di anime..niat bgt deh org2 bulenya..lebih maniak anime dr g..hehe..trus seru bgt deh..banyak acaranya and banyak yg buka2 stand..trus g pegi2 ama temen2 g and ada satu ce yg namanya citra and die anak art..anak br dateng si ke GRCC dr sing..walau masih muda, cuman anaknya mature and fun bgt and g blon apa2 udah klop aj ama die..heheh...
Trus si bihen...oh no..where are u girl?
just want to say dat God is really great...God bless U all ya..love u all...
Triplek
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