Monday, August 25, 2008

karya kebo


posted by YF @ 8/25/2008 10:09:00 AM 0 Comments

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

kebo

wow glad to hear your news!
so goooood for ur career there..
hahhahaha but me and jane, really hope ur back to here soon..
well i guess thats come impossible, hahahaaaaa
fine, yg penting lo disana dihargai n bs berbuat yg terbaik buat hidup lo d hahahhaa
bagus2 moga2 kita bs semua sukses d hehehe
hm..bagus jg tuh ide lo yen, masukin foto hahhaha masukin foto buat g jg dung hahhaha
email lo apa? tar g upload kesana d hehhe biar masing2 kita bs saling tau kerjaan masing2
biar seru ajah hahhahaha
terakhir g ada chat ma ebi, cm seperti biasa ga ada info apa2 dr dia,
dia cm bilang lg bete gr2 adenya muntah n dia musti bersiin, ga rela d dia bersihin pdhal pas g
tanya2 eh ternyata pas dia sendiri muntah, toh adenya jg tu yg bersiin buuusyeeeet
ebiiii ebiiii balas budi ajah pake ga rela segala huaaaah kapan dewasanyaaaaa atuh hahahhaha
hm about me..
g pengen pindah kerjaaaa, soalnya mulai ngerasa jerih payah n karya2 g ga sebanding dgn gajinyaaaa
hiks hiks..masa itung2 gaji g sebulan cm 2.5-3 itu kl ada project2 gede n g dpt bonuus malesss bgt
d hahhaha jd well maybe next year g planning mau cabuuut hahhaa yah itung2 ningkatin pengalaman
ajah d heheheeee..soalnya disini lembur jg ga dibayar hiks..mana ko tommy (art director g), gara2
liat design g mulu yg kepilih client, die jd maless n jdnya kerjaan g numpuk secara dia ga mau
kerja jdnya cm nyuruh2 g ajah busyeeeeeet..pdhal dulunya tiap kali ajuin design dia n budi (sesama
rekan kerja) pasti kasi alternatif design jg. skg seringnya g mulu yg kerja, budi jg gara2 jarang
kepilih client, si tommy jd males kasi die tanggung jwb lg. n jdnya kembali d semuanya mengandalkan
g MALESSS BGT hehhe ne skg g nunggu ajah sabar2in sampe genap setahun g kerja, supaya tar wkt
ngelamar2 setidaknya g punya pengalaman 1 tahun hahahhahaaaaaa
doai g yah biar bs sabarrrr hehehe..soalnya prinsip g sebenernya sederhana, g seneng n puas kl
karya g bs dipilih n dipake ma client secara g anak seni d hehhehehe g sebenernya ga pentingin
uang, cm kadang2 berasa jg tuh kl dipikir2..g ga mau ambisi g sampe disitu ajah, g mau sukses sbg
anak seni, jg uangnya lumayan... ga d kl ga seimbang..hahahha jdnya g ngersa ga dihargai jg ma
kantor g tuu hiks hiks..g ga muluk2 d yg yaaa paling g berharap nanti bs dpt gaji min 3jt, tp
lembur dibayar d n kl bs ada asuransinya..huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
hm..g ma chis masi baik2 ajah hehe si Jane tuu, yen lo bujukin die jg dung supaya merit!! kasian
ayroon ud kering nunggunya lgan hub mrk ud disetujui kog...hahahaha
y dah inget kasi tau email lo supaya g bs bagi2 dikit karya g yaaaaaa
bye2 take care ya

posted by YF @ 8/19/2008 10:00:00 AM 0 Comments

Sunday, August 17, 2008

Triplek talking ni





Halo teman2 ku tercinta...

I wish u guys are all doing great now...
There is something dat I need to share ni..

As I explained in my previous blog that I'm back..
I'm excited soalnya isa happy lagi and open up my heart...

But one thing yg gw sadar tuh kalo ternyata gw orgnya keras juga..hehe...
Soalnya I realize that my value of my life is being true to my self..
Kayak lu org tau dari dulu tuh kan mana pernah gw jaim gitu..
Kalo gw marah, kesel, benci, seneng, dan sedih pasti gw show semuanya kan?
I know in my heart kalo mau gw gimana juga gw gak takut bakalan kayak kehilangan lu org gara2 gw express my heart and emotions..
Bukan gara2 I'm taking advantage of the fact that lu org baek banget but because I believe that our friendship is more than all that..Soalnya lu org understand me and can see through all of that..

Trus right now when I realize that.. ya gw tetep jd the old me
gw tetep value true to my self more than anything...
Person that I hate is a hypocrite..
Trus gw ya as being me yg selalu brave aj..pokoke tetep being true to my self..
Gw gk coba untuk pura2 baek di depan org padahal dalemnya busuk..

Gw gk takut to show my mistakes...
Tapi ternyata org2 lebih banyak yg berpura2nya dr pada jujurnya
Pura2 baek..pura2 memaafkan..pura2 senyum...pura2 lembut..tapi bohong semua..

Trus gw malah skr disuruh ikutan pura2 juga..
OMG deh..
To bad, but I'm not going to be like that..
gw gk even going to apologize for being true to my self..

Yah yg lebih lengkapnya si baca blog pribadi gw..
But what do u guys think ya?

My dream nih ya for all people that I know and I love
untuk gk pretend in front of me..
gw cuman mau people be true to them self..
jdnya ya kl temenan gw beneran terima lu apaadanya..
gw suka ama lu pas lu all great, baek, sabar, etc..
tp pas lu jd jahat, galak, marah, benci, etc juga gw masi sayang..
soalnya I already love u of who u are..
Jadinya we can all shows our mistakes and be learn and correct each others..
Gw tau lah gk semua org isa naturally kayak gini..
Mungkin emang character gw yg strong...
But at least I just want my friend to be who they truly are when they are with me..
Soalnya kl gw ud gk isa terima sifat jeleknya ya gw ud basically not trying to be friend with..
cuman kl ud jd temen gw ya gw ud terima aj apa adanya..
I might try to change you into a better person but I also expect you to do the same for me..

Gak tau lah..gw skr lg terjepit ni dengan lingkungan gw yg ud comfy with kemunafikan..
Br sadar juga gw skr..

Btw friends...talking about good things now..
Kalo lu org gk ad kerjaan...coba deh ntn reality show called " We Got married" di crunchyroll.com
Ini reality show tentang artis2 korea yg di suruh married boongan and di match up and tinggal brg for 2 days in a week...

So cute deh....I'm loving this show right now...
Trus besides that...gw juga lagi suka artis korea yg namanya Se7en..
Awalnya sih gw gk suka...gk gitu cakep and pretty boy type gitu...
Tapi pas gw liat dance dia pas dia show live di Mtv Newyork and di Japan concert pas dia nyanyi lagu judulnya " I know"...lgs deh jatuh cinta abis...wakakak..

So far cuman ad 2 lagu yg gw suka bgt...yg satu judulnya " I know" and the other one judulnya"lalala"

Suaranya ternyata not bad..soalnya ud prepare and latian vocal and dance for 4 years...so it shows kl dia emang ud blj vocal..
tapi yg bikin leleh tuh dancenya yg keren deh...gw lg belaja2 ni dancenya..wakaka..
Cuman kayaknya susah bgt si..hehe

Trus gw skr ya lg sibuk kerja si..cuman I need to tell u guys an exciting things ni...
I'm not saying it buat show off but just want to share my happiness....
Jgn cerita2 ya...yg tau cuman my bro and my parents..

Yah ceritanya ni kan gw selama ini ud kerja tuh 50an hours per week cuman yg dibayar tuh cuman 40 hours doank..jdnya lembur gk dibayar gitu..company policy..

Trus gw sih awalnya enak2 aj walau lembur..secara jd pelarian gw pas putus gitu..
cuman lama2 gondok juga si..
Tapi ya gw awalnya sabar aj..soalnya juga gw blon dapet visa kerja, jadinya gk berani pindah ke company lain..

Trus ceritanya ni ya..gw di team project gw (nama project team gw tuh C3PO China Team, soalnya kan project buat new factory di China)
In my team, I'm the only female engineer...cewek2 yg lain tuh bukan engineer...mereka tuh cuman worker biasa doank yg gk ad bachelor degree...
Trus sebelumnya tuh susahnya bukan main gara2 gw gk dianggep gitu..soalnya ud engineer tp cewek and asia pula kan...
Ampe gw awalnya ug give up deh..cuman ya gw doain aj tiap ari and latih kesabaran..
To cut the long story short...gw lama2 di anggap juga ama team gw gara2 ideas yg gw kasi itu ternyata berhasil...
Trus last week..gw ad one on one meeting with my manager...trus kan sebelum2nya gw sempet tuh ditegur manager gw soal yg kayak take lunch nya kelamaan gitu..
trus gw juga jarang ngomong ama manager gw..soalnya gw emang orgnya anti kissing ass ama boss...trus ya gw jdnya keep it professional...only talk when I have questions kan..

Eh trus last week gw dipanggil meeting...gw ud deg2an aj...gw pikir gw bakalan dipecat kali ya..trus gw ud doa terus aj..ud deg2an..rasanya tuh kayak dulu kl dipanggil ke aquarium untuk ketemu Made and Miss staney...
Tapi ternyata pas gw dipanggil and talk to my manager...dia malah bilang kayak gini" Yeni, first of all I would like to say thank you personally for all the hard work"...wah gw ud cengo..bengong gw..sejak kapan ad manager say thank you ama bawahannya? yah gw cuman mangguk2 doank and bilang it's ok or your are welcome (bego bgt gk si? dipuji malah bilang you are welcome?)..anyway..trus dia bilang kayak gini lagi" I would also like to let you know that I have a high expectation in you and I would like for you to have more confidence in your self"
Nah gw tambah cengo deh..high expectation? no pressure bgt deh ya...trus be more confidence? emang kurang ya? trus ya gw cuman jawab yes yes doank...trus die bilang gini lagi" You might now know, but I would like to let you know that I even talked to my boss and the company's General Manager that I have high expectation for you and I believe that one day I could even work for you"....cengo gw tetep berkelanjutan and ditambah mulut gw yg menganga tambah gede and mata gw yg tambah belo...dalam hati gw mikir...ini mimpi apa ya? masa bos gw bilang ke atasan dia dan bilang ke GM company gw kl gw bisa jd bos dia oneday? (dia bilang dia bakalan work for me soalnya)...
Gw ud speechless bgt deh...
Ini ud ibarat Miss staney bilang thank you ke gw and bilang ke bu ida kl one day miss staney bakalan kerja buat gw..jdnya gw yg jd atasan miss staney...
Kebayang gk si? gw ampe mikir what have I done?
Kok kayaknya gw gk ngerasa do anything and padahal all of this time gw selalu gk PD soalnya gw cewek engineer sendiri gitu and dr awal ud gk ad yg mau percaya ama ideas gw..

Trus manages gw bilang gini lagi" For our China project, I will entrust this project to you"
Gila aj ya..masa projectnya mau dikasi ke gw..padahal gw masih level 1 and baru kerja less than 1 year...what do I know about making factory di china?...mada ad kenalan...ngomong china aj gk lancar gitu loh...

Gila amat deh..yah either boss gw lg mimpi or salah makan obat...ato gw yg lg mimpi kl ya..
cuman ya pokoke gitu deh friends...jdnya gw skr lg diawan2 ni..hhehehe

Yah gw starting minggu depan bakalan masuk kelas and ambil training to be become consultant..
In about 1 year, I will get my certificate and become consultant..
My dream come true bgt si kl gw isa jd consultant..OMG deh..
I'm so happy, excited and scare at the same time..soalnya kayaknya gw beneran gk PD sih...disni tuh byk bgt yg lebih pinter dr gw..banyak yg GPA nya lebih dr pada gw..
Tapi napa gw yg dipilih ya?..I still couldn't see what my manager see in me...but ya nikmati aj de..sebelum dia berubah pikiran..hehehehe....

Yah kayaknya gitu aj deh....kayaknya sometimes I feel that God's plan is really funny deh..
Kl bukan gara2 Tuhan mau gw putus dr army...gk mungkin gw se keras ini kerja...and gk mungkin gw isa dibilangiin kayak gitu ama manager gw..
Awalnya pas gw putus..gw lost interest in work..soalnya awalnya gw kerja di Genie because army want to work there....trus cita2 dia tuh buat bikin company kayak genie di indo..

Tapi when I found that work is the best escape for me from my pain..I work double hard..
And ternyata berbuah juga..

yah kayaknya gitu aj sih...for u guys yg mau tau company gw bikin apaan...ini gw ad attach some product yg gw lg work with for my project..heheh...

Thanks for all the support ya guys..

GBU all

posted by YF @ 8/17/2008 04:23:00 PM 0 Comments